## L8.(A910, A911 and A912.) All articles by me upon my new astronomical exact AND accurate distances and masses,etc. finder.

Monday, 6th June, 2,011

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L8: A910,A911 and A912 extracts.

My Astronomical Distance and Mass finder,etc.

Sunday, 25th September, 2,005.

Article A910

On My Exact Astronomical Distance Etc. Finder. A final point. To conclude these few articles on the subject. So go back if you have not read the preceding few.(I am referring to A8032, A803, A802, A801, A800, go back until you reach the start of my astronomy notes!!) My World Situation Now report ran into My Exact Astronomical Distance Finder. It just happened! I get that some times.

Now I will be honest, in my attempt here to make My New Astronomy Course palatable(I realized that it was too hard for almost anybody. If you can grasp these last few articles, then going over the full course should be a matter of picking up details. In fact, you may not need to do it. I deal with The Quasars,too. I suggest you start with them. In any case read My Quasar Four article. You should find it near the end of my batch of about 70 I am just putting in.(Only one or two articles back!!)(A908 or something.)

There are a number of points I need to clear up, to make My EXACT distance,etc.finder bearable.

1. When you come to the quasars, which I suggest you do FIRST(Do the brightest and nearest stars SECOND!!!!)! Because the most spectacular per figures!!(In four different ways I reach almost the same answer!! Per their distances.) Take The Quasar z value. This should be a figure with either 0 or 1 in front of the decimal point. If a 1(or more), ignore it. Just take the last four figures(those after the decimal point. Now multiply it by 100. This will then provide you with two figures before the decimal point, and two after. THAT is the value you must work with!!(Similarly with The Blassars.)(In other words “Relativity Effect” allowed. But many have already been R.E. allowed!!)

2. Now, there is another value which you multiply by 100. No! I think it is a division by 100. Unfortunately, I cannot now recall which factor that is. I only remember that it turned up shortly after the need to multiply the quasar co-efficient by 100! Annoying, but there it is. It is a fairly obvious thing as far as I can recall. Sorry about that. If you wade through the various distance finding articles you may pick it up. Best of luck!!

3. I said to take The Colour Magnitude(with the stars,etc.). But allow for dust,etc. AND velocity. Which two will change the colour a bit. You must allow for that!! Now draw a square. On the vertical axis have Orthodox Absolute Magnitudes, low at the bottom. OMv.(Have a SCALE worked out!!)(This is about the only time you may need to use orthodox values.) Now throw up a diagonal, sloping down from top left hand corner, to the bottom right. Next, you drop a perpendicular(it will be a horizontal straight line!) from the value you are using on the upright, and throw it across, A STRAIGHT LINE, to the diagonal. When and where it hits the diagonal, you drop it STRAIGHT down at 90 degrees to the horizontal axis. Where you must have a scale of dust and velocity allowed COLOUR MAGNITUDES scaled out. Low on left, high on the right!! WHERE it hits is the value you want!!(Forget red giants, and white dwarfs,etc. THEY DON’T EXIST!!) USE that. NOT the orthodox OMv value!!(This is in fact Eddington’s Diagram or that other similar diagram(I forget the name.). The one where you have a 2-1 rectangle, a diagonal thrown up from BOTTOM left to top right. With blue and red giants. Main Sequence, and all that lot.(DO NOT use either of these diagrams!!)(Use the square as I have directed.)(There are no red giants,etc!!) BEAR WITH it!! Orthodox Astronomy is COMPLETELY WRONG!! BELIEVE ME!!!!

I am trying to make it all as easy as I can for you. As this exact distance,etc.finder of mine is the hardest part of my work. BUT WELL WORTH WINNING!!!! Do this short simple course before tackling(if at all)My Main New Astronomy Course!!!! OR LOSE HEART, FAST!!!!(Except for the introductory portion!!)

4. There is another diagram I ask you to use: The idea is to magnify the result by multiplying the velocities by 100!(OR de-log(Napierian) So do that. And plot mags vertically, and “vels” horizontally. Did you not do that you would produce a horizontal zig zag graph! But by multiplying, it comes out in WAVE FORM!! Which SHOULD make you THINK!!!!

5. Now the orthodox graphs are LOGGED(Napier). But don’t let that stop you!!(If you didn’t log, the length of the “vels” would become prohibitive!! So go along with the orthodox logging. Even though it shows a false picture!!!!(It all works out all right, with the logs in, because the values themselves are logged!! I BELIEVE!!!!

6. E logs are not necessary. Fortunately!!

7. Just use the ordinary orthodox data, BUT ADJUSTED AS I DIRECT!!

8. I have forgotten much, you see. But not too much, I hope!! You might pull a lot back by going through ALL of my distance,etc.finding articles!!

9. USE The Homer Guide!! When you have done all the mere RATIO values, columns, and everything. THEN obtain The Homer Guide value. That is the orthodox value for the distance! It should provide the mathematical ORDER(the number of digits!) before the decimal, that we are looking for!! NEXT, come back to MY values, and USE THEM. But use the ones that FIT the order of The Homer Guide. Otherwise you won’t know(since only ratios) HOW MANY figures before the decimal point to go to!!(With ratios you don’t need to worry about how many zeroes there are in the data values. NOR, how many decimals before the point!! It won’t matter at this stage. As ONLY ratios!! Near the end we convert to ACTUAL VALUES!!!!)

10. There is Hubble’s Law(In ALL fields! Not just the galactic,etc!! REMEMBER that!!!!)(That is the PRACTICAL distance, so use THAT!)(Seldom will you need the CHORD distance. Use The ARC distance!(The chord distance is the optical measure. The arc is the spectroscopic one!)(It should prove a lot easier than it looks. I hope.)(How often do you need the distance from New York to London THROUGH THE GROUND?! Well, it is like that!!)(If you ever do want the chord value, then use the orthodox v, apparent mag; with the ACTUAL vel(Distant H.L. inside object minus Near H.L. inside object to get the actual velocity, approach or recede!!)(NOT my FULL “VEL” wave angle THIS TIME!!) . For distances ex Sol, the sun. The apparent mags will be right. But the ACTUAL”vels” will of course be distorted by the off angle view from the observer!!(What you need to remember is that the actual velocities ARE NOT FROM US!! They are from The Centre of The Field concerned!(Take care not to mix up fields or categories!!)(DIFFERENT scales of values appertain with each LOT, field or category!!) Because the field is expanding(or contracting to)(but I never found any) from centre of THE FIELD!! All you need to do is measure the ANGLE between sun’s position on the SUN centred map to the centre of the field.(How do you locate the field centre? Easy. Two ways.(With the (Use the COMMON WELL KNOWN NEAREST STARS!!) 1. Trace the spiral arms(yes!!) back to centre, where they will all meet up!! That is the centre of the field!! OR, you can find The Rho Oppuchus!(That region of the night sky where it is very dark! Where the red dwarfs are most numerous!!) (THAT is the centre of the field! Yes!! Because the objects start off small, but grow, via an invisible umblical cord from the white hole(It will look WHEN OPENING like a blue giant star, but vanishes after giving birth!!)Get its REAL distance AND ANGLE from The Sun, and reversing the data, plot back to it. It should match exactly where the spiral arms (traced backwards) MEET!!!! Got it? Best of luck!!(Use spiral arms traced backwards FIRST. THEN worry about THE EXACT centre!!)

11. There is Hubble’s Law(YES!!!! Even with our local closed stellar cluster!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!), AND there are hundreds of kilometres per second TERMS(I think they both terms are equal? Not sure!1)(Something like that)(I THINK this is where the DIVIDE by 100 comes in! Anyway, I think I recall now that there was a x100(I know that is of the original Quasar z co-efficient. Ignore anything before decimal point!! (Make sure Relativity Effect has been taken off. It will be that ONE before the decimal!! Make it a zero!! And use the four digits following the decimal. Multiply that by 100, to get TWO figures in The Mantissa!!(Before the decimal point.))(It is called Relativity Effect, but is actually not!! Forget that for now.)(Einstein Effect IS Gravitation Effect. This is very small, except with THE QUASARS where it is enormous!!(Take my word for it now!!) )The quasar z’s(H.L. Cosmological Red Shift value needs dividing by FIVE. Or, the final distance dividing by ONE HUNDRED. Same thing!!) The reason being, that FOUR FIFTHS of The Quasar z is GRAVITATION EFFECT. (I CAN explain it!!)So take that off, to get the CORRECT distance away from observer!! The other fifth ONLY is the distance portion of the z!!!! It’s right. As Halton C.Arp, and a few others ALSO found out!! Yep!!!! What looks IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT!!!!(For all categories, sizes and distances!!))

So you either use Hubble’s Law (Four fifths of it in EACH AND EVERY INDIVIDUAL CASE!!!! With The Quasars and The Radio Sources. And The Blassars,etc. presumably!!) OR, you use so many hundred or thousand ks per second. DIVIDED BY 100(To make it more manageable, as with the quasar z/5! As we are only handling RATIOS at this stage!! Got it??) I THINK I have found my other 100. But it was divide, I think, not multiply. Thus restoring the actual values via first multiplying by 100, and then dividing by 100!!!!

G.E. is for Gravitation Effect. Very small with all bar quasars, radio sources, B.Lacterae Objects(I THINK!!) and The Blassars!! Anyway u.g.(Universal Gravity) is its RECIPROCAL!! Get that, reverse it, and you have G.E!! Something like that, anyway. My articles spell it out better. Read THEM!! In CONJUNCTION with this RENDER EASIER article A910, here!!

Good hunting!!

It will take time and patience. But SHOULD(if you do it right!!) become a pleasure!!!!

I am trying to take the pain out of it.

Do it FIRST. Reflect AFTERWARDS!!!!

Go the other way, and you won’t make it!!(As it LOOKS so ridiculous, BUT IS NOT!!!!)(Ignore any critics. Keep it to yourself until you get the right turn out, as sceptics WILL try to stop you!! So keep it DEAD QUIET, until you have GOT IT!!!!

I started with THE HUBBLE DIAGRAM(And Eddington’s Diagram, and that other one like it!!).

Any questions, ask me!!

Victor Conway.

28.03.02.(Up-dated 25.07.03.)

Article A909

How to get the distances to The Quasars!!

(Extracted 1.03.02.(THIS IS THE ONE!!!!)(Use this one!!!!)Now I am going to improve on my four quasar methods:-(This latest article incorporates the earlier ones. So no need to look at those.))

Because my original four are actually only THREE different methods!!!(The last two really being one.)

With the quasars,etc. you multiply the sky arc distance by Pi/2.

Because the LATERAL distances(the gaps) are THAT much deficient!! Since space time is bent!!

However we see laterally AS a straight.(Not only do we see ALONG chords to the objects, but the sky arc ACROSS SPACE VIEW is also in CHORDS!!!!) So we need to multiply the SKY arc(which is a chord!!) by Pi/2!! To convert the SEEN straight gap into its true BENT measure!!!!

Sky arcs(chords!!) are concerned with a DISTANCE(of gap)correction. DIRECTLY!!!!

These require multiplication I THINK by Pi/2 to convert to the correct BENT distance. Just the general bending.(NORMALLY. Local warps can be removed by repeatedly dividing by Pi/2(casting out)until the difference is minimalized. But we do not KNOW what we are aiming for with the quasars and radio sources, because orthodox distances here are so bad!! ) (Normally, with other objects, WE DO.) SO DO NOT TOUCH THE LOCAL WARPS!!!! Just do the Pi/2!!)

Local warps can be positive or negative. So entails multiplying or dividing by Pi/2 repeatedly. Leave alone!!

My NEW four different methods(the REAL four different methods)are as follows:-

(Use this one, not the original version. Which though correct is not by four different methods, but three.)

1. My linear formula. The geometric mean of the product of 3.6(Edit. 28.07.03. No!! I made a mistake. Revert to 1.6)v x rv.

2. H.L. DISTANCE divided by 100.

3. Associated galaxies(Parent, main and associated!!!!)(My method!!) Compare with the associated quasar distances!!!!

4. Almost identical pairs:(Q1 – Q2 divided by 2.) leads to the sky arc gaps in SECONDS of arc. From this you can then(knowing Q1 – Q2 actual distance)convert into the distance away of the common centre, and of course Q1 and Q2.

There are now FOUR DIFFERENT methods.

But of course you will need to get the distances of the pairs, Q1 and Q2.(Q1 minus Q2.)

And use the 3D distance between them from the 2d gap!!(Which is the average 2d gap times 2 to change from chord distance into arc!!)

The quasars will be a little distance away from the various associated galaxies. So these GALAXIES will not be THAT close!!

Did you follow all right??

Any questions, fire away!!!!(You may need an Ouija Board!!!!)

W.F.Thomas.(My two disks, but use this one, they tell you how to get the distances to the quasars.)

P.S. It is not hard, but strange!! And so entirely different a set up may be expected to create an emotional resistance!!!! But although it may LOOK absurd, it is quite correct!! I have been on it for DECADES. And checked it repeatedly all ways. (Not only proving theoretically. But CONFIRMING by the very many amazing results.)

Being into new uncut ground, I have to coin my own terms.

It is simply not possible to discuss this using the old nomenclature!!!!

I HAVE TO BE quite free in my approach and my style!!!!

So naturally it cannot be cast STRAIGHT into a PAPER!!!!

Victor Conway.

Extracted from my article A911:-

ao. Hubble’s Law!!(TRUMPETS!!!! Roll out The Red Carpet. EVERYBODY on their knees!! Crying red shift, RED SHIFT, as rapidly as possible. Well, how else can I get my fun??!!)) Now Hubble himself did not accept expansion! Anyway, my point here is that The Cosmological Red Shift(So called)(But see LATER. MUCH LATER!!)(Actually it is Blue Displacement!! I am a stickler for preciseness.)(AND I note that there COULD have been a case for Contraction! (As The Red(Cosmo) Shift is actually TO THE BLUE!!!!) And not just via Einstein’s MUCH heralded equations!!(Freidman got into them. And hung his self!!))(AH, we all meet our deserts(sic).)(No. I am not sick. How about you?? Ho HO. As I blow up my armsleeve. (The jacket’s sleeve, of course!!)) Hubble’s Law(whisper it reverently) does not apply to ONLY the galactic,etc.field!! But to ALL Astronomical fields!! Yes, that is right!! H.L. is simply the accelerating(Yes, it does accelerate, ANYWAY!!)(The five initial inflations(Guth??), and all that! Yes, I found all five!! ON MY MAPS!!!!)(But that does NOT make me a big banger!!) scale of the general red shifts. Gentlemen, and those of the rib, gentle or otherwise; Ye Old Red Shift(Understood General, though there be local red AND BLUE shifts!!), is SIMPLY our view of the field HORIZON concerned!!(We do NOT see The Cosmic. We only see out to the edges of our Local Meta-Galaxy!! IT’S RIGHT!!(Look at my maps!!)) Ho HO.(Soon be Christmas,etc!!)(But REMEMBER, even TURKEYS are BIRDS!!!!) Get WITH it!! Excuse me half a mo, while I tot up the brackets.))))))))(Just guessing.)

Let us be bright, and use The Earth as an analogy. The Earth IS expanding.(It grows, as the dust keeps on settling!!) The Expanding Earth!! Roll up, ROLL UP!!!! When we look out, especially upon a glassy sea, we see an(an, NOT a!) horizon. Right? Because we are tall enough to see its curvature A BIT!!!!(Notice the local warps.(Hills and valleys,etc.))

What am I getting at? Would YOU be so THICK as to confuse THE HORIZON with an expansion? Or your local valley with a CONTRACTION.(Of the planet!!) Well, THAT is PRECISELY what our EGG heads(WHO SOON WILL HAVE MUCH EGG ROLLING DOWN THEIR CHEEKS.) SO HASTILY ASSUMED and PRESUMED of The Cosmological Red Shift.(Affectionately known briefly as The CRS. Or even Hubble’s Law!!) That THAT red meant expansion!! Yo ho ho ho YO!!!! Why? Because they could not BEAR for Friedman,etc. TO BE WRONG!!!! Nor even Einstein AFTER he recanted!! Aye. This was in the days, back around 1930, when OPTICAL Doppler’s Effect was all the rage!!(THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS OPTICAL Doppler’s Effect!! But don’t get struck pink(red!). Because those passing trains, really do rise or drop suddenly in sound and pitch. AUDITORY Doppler IS A FACT!! BUT NOT OPTICAL!!!! Because, while sounds pile up, light COLOURS, cannot!!(In ye old(AND new!!)spectroscopic devices!!)( You know why not?(And this is only ONE reason among many!!) It is because though light,etc. is received STRAIGHT DOWN THE (Telescope’s!!)TUBE, it piles up SIDEWAYS. Which is nuts IN RESPECT of a BASE PILE UP!!(Besides, light,etc. waves ARE NOT transverse!!)(Sounds ARE, you see! YOU DO SEE DON’T YA?! Oh, you lot, WHO CANNOT BE WRONG!!!!)(The colours just don’t increase in depth. Besides that, they are SHARP and CLEAR, which is impossible with ODE. Not ode, but dirge to Doppler’s OPTICAL Effect. Oh,yay!!!!)(Allah, be praised!!)(Well, the NAME of Jehova is going a bit QUITE A BIT out of fashion, these head chopping days!!!!)

So the upshot in the analogue is, – that the astronomical equivalents(the egg heads who espoused such, I mean) of the expanding Earth views interpreted ye(sorry, the) horizon AS AN EX PANSION!!!!(Well, we all gotta learn.)(Ain’t we??!!)

Them so called velocities are my WAVE ANGLES. Tangential views out, not velocities(Though very small positive and negative velocities DO exist!!)(Anyway, have some more Pi? You prefer Phi?)(Pi is not the secret of the universe. Phi is. Pi is only the secret of why astronomers are going COCK EYED because IN such strenuous DENIAL of THE FACT that space(AND TIME!!) be curved!!(And this despite the so prestigious Einstein’s passionate declarations!!)(Note that Ein stein originally held to SOLID space and time. Though later(old age!), abandoned such, and went back to the stupid intangible kind, so beloved by SO MANY!!!!

Comrades. Get ye WITH it! The RIGHT IT, of course. Ya, ya.

ap. Take ten! So thanks to Einstein we were returned to the impossible DARK, very dark, MIDDLE AGES. Aye. After Galileo and Newton worked so hard,too.

aq. I demand A RE-COUNT!!!!(Count SHEEP, not goats!!)

ar. AR. As on Berkley farms. With the burr.(Ar,yar.)

as, Aesthetic simplicity. Einstein worshipped it. He swore by it. (My as!!)

at. Well, let the plebs laugh for a change.

au. Mind you, I am an aristocrat. Soon to be A Muslim, I THINK.

av. Initial assumptions you see. Alas, I suppose you still see not.

aw. AW.

ax. Aye, the axe is to the wood. I’d RUN, if I were you!!(Towards the falling tree, of course!!)

ay. That’s ay, when the e is added.

az. You should see my atlas!!

ab. Abe?(Couldn’t be Lincoln!) Einstein, the erstwhile Albert. He rejected a rotating universe. They could not understand how the universe could be expanding(This is where the big bangers lost their cool.), when it was not rotating!!(That was before they heard of gravity anti-gravity!!)(Einstein denied the(rotation) possibility(But ALL fields rotate!!) (Yes, including the biggest. Because there is no biggest. Nor smallest!! Aye.) of a rotating cosmos. Aesthetic simplicity appeal, and all that. But despite Einstein’s very own 4d declarations, they failed to grasp that though 3d expansion produce 2d disks(it’s right, look at Andromeda!!), 4D rotations MUST!! (Produce 3d expansions!!) Air, give me AIR!!(Give me land, lots of land, with the starry sky above! (The opening lines of that old ditty Don’t Fence Me In!!)(Britain, 1940, and all that. Ah.)

Do you GET it?

4d rotations have 3d side slips. Because 3d rotations have 2d ones!!(Move over, Pluto. Goofy wants his bone!!)(Mickey and Minnie Mice and all that. Psst! DISNEYLAND.)

ac. Anyway, now we have Phoney Peace!!

ad. Latham seems to have set a fashion!!(MY jaundiced views on The Labour Party!!)

ae. Unstable Dynamica. As Friedman observed! The universe must either expand or contract. (He went place ‘ee did. DOWN!!!!) And Einstein began his descent. Mind you, I go with Einstein!! But only per CURVED space time. AND vibration!!

af. So now we have a universe ruled by gravity. At least in the dreams of those who have ruled Astronomy,ETC. these past 80 years!!(Psst! The universe has electricity, magnetism, FOUR different kinds of gravitation, AND Hyperforce(crack it, yourself!). AND PLASMA!!!!(To which add VORTICES!!!!)(You have been slow!!). WOW as in cow. Moo moo!!!!

ag. Toss in black holes which are actually white(and vice versa).

ah. AH, HA!! And a universe of collisions!(The universe BI-FURCATES(no, not burps), not collides. You now in the descendency soon, have VIOLENCE on the brain!! You should have stuck to FOOD. Yuk. YUK!!!!

Promise me you’ll BUCK UP??!!

And there you have some more!

Extracts from my A912 article:-

Space and Time are curved. Einstein was right first time. They are tangible, not mystums!! A Moving now travels along Time. Our deepest minds are focussed upon that!!!! This produces the transient time mystum that we experience.

Like being in a gigantic cinema. God is The Projectionist.

728. Our local stellar cluster has red dwarfs in the centre and blue giants at the extremities!! It opens out like a flower. As all features increase, and curl around!! What happens is that stars get born out of a white hole at zero(sic) size, a temporary blue giant LIKE phenomenon, and become red dwarfs. Then as they speed away outwards, they grow(via the invisible umblical cord of energy AND SUSTENANCE) from the centre of the field. Rising through all the colours as they grow! Finally becoming(and faster) blue giants!! Some are curling back, and thus approaching us.

729. In this article I am going to describe how I finally got exact distances,etc. using The Hubble Diagram as base. The Eddington and HR Diagrams I did not need. Just a square with a diagonal running up right left. Served me, well.

730. Correction: Values are of course not logged. What is logged(Napierian) is the “velocities” scale. e logs are not needed.

731. The orthodox dropped the 2-1. What a mistake! There are two. One inside of the other.(Yet astronomy values are bedevilled by a 2-1 RIGHT THROUGH!!!!)(They, of course, HATE THE TRUTH, and do their damnedest to HIDE it from The People!!!!(All of The Devil of course, whom so many serve or slave for!!!!)

732. That curving slope right up through The Hubble Diagram allegedly due to increasing velocities away is simply due to the increasing degree of obscuring matter, basically!! Compounded by absolute mags,etc.

733. It is not even a diagonal. Nor straight.

734. I made many stupid mistakes at first. But I won through despite these!!(I began by confusing velocities for distances. And vice versa!!)(You would have had to have been MAD to rely upon me!!)

735. I found out that QUASAR(and radio source,etc.) GRAVITATION EFFECT is four fifths of the entire H.L. (ALWAYS, AND INDIVIDUALLY, EXACTLY!!!!) CRS.(The COSMOLOGICAL RED SHIFT!!!!) by measuring the angle of the galactic slope against the quasars’ slope. One is rather steeper than the other. I then found an easier and better way: I threw up a rectangle(In those days they were showing the 2-1!) inside of the main rectangle. Then erected a diagonal from bottom left to top right. The number of quasars HAPPENED to come out at exactly ONE HUNDRED. Above the diagonal 80. Below it 20. 4 to 1. (Understand!! I had my diagonal up through left right where the quasars are. Between quasar slope and diag, 80. Between diag and galactic slope, 20. The top eighty is anomalous. Being due to GRAVITATION EFFECT. Not velocities. In any case those “vels” are my wave angles, NOT velocities! Though very small ACTUAL plus and minus vels do exist!!!!

736. I nearly went mad, as I struggled on and on, along a most tortuous and torturous path, day and night, for about the past 21 years. I know I found the 2-1 back in 1988.(As I slept out one night(among very many) at Bondi Beach!!) I have forgotten much of that path. I only know that via many errors, I finally got it!! This was on the distance finder,ALONE.

737. Nobody believed me. The orthodox considered it utterly ridiculous. But I KNEW I was on to SOMETHING COLLOSAL(!!!!). I was sure of it. And so it finally proved!!(I have the theoretical proof. AND the overwhelming supporting evidences!!)

738. I just KNEW that Blacks equalled Reds.(Blacks being the magnitudes(Black from v’s dimming.)(Red from The Red Shift, of course(What the heck!!).) The Reds being the “velocities”.) And I divined that SOMEHOW it was possible(via a very difficult painstaking process of elimination) from the Hubble Law Slope up through the galaxies and quasars,etc. to WORK OUT the distances. Exactly. Via the alleged velocities. From distances(and masses) one could work about anything and everything. Bar two very rare technical trivia items!!

739. I FELT my way, rather than SAW it. I did not see it. I was groping my way along.(Aided by spirits. And talking to myself.)(As heat and humidity drained me terribly. Out in the bush!!)

740. Mad though it seemed, it worked out!!

741. First I did it manually.

742. Later, I did it on a computer. Aided by a mathematician who knew something about Astronomy. But bore me in suffering silence. What he THOUGHT, God alone knows!!

743. It was utterly BIZARRE!! Believe me!!!!

744. Hoyle, Milne, Arp and finally Guth were beacons on my path. Though they fell far short!!

745. It was my old man who started me off. First through The Infinity riddle. How if space had an end, what lay beyond it, and so on. Second, through his statement to me(when I was just turned FOUR) that “They say that the universe is expanding.”. Was he asking me a question? Or telling me!! He passed on long back. A sceptic and cynic in many ways, he played his very early part!!

746. We DON’T KNOW what the universe is doing!! BECAUSE WE JUST CANNOT SEE IT!!!! We only BARELY see out 5,000 million light years. To the edges of our METAGALAXY!!!! So GET WITH IT!!!!(Though I THINK we can see out to other meta galaxies in our LOCAL META GALACTIC GROUP. Just a few spots here and there. And possibly a few MG groups!!!!)(The wrongly alleged hot spots,etc!!)

747. I corresponded with various astronomers, including the quadraplegic in a wheel chair at Cambridge University is it(?), the alleged number one in Astronomy. And Azimov(long since dead).( A prolific writer exceeded only by myself. Bar a new rival now!!) And a number of smaller fry, but big in their areas(geographical and astronomical). THEY more or less said that I was insane.

748. When I pointed out my amazing figures with the 2-1 so GLARING in them, they declared it a meaningless fluke!! But I knew better!!!! MUCH better.

749. I went from university to university showing groups my charts,etc. But it was hopeless. THEIR MINDS WERE CLOSED. DEAD SHUT!!!!

750. They didn’t want to believe. That was ob vious!! What they wanted to be true was their cock-eyed lunatic dreams, which fitted in with Big Bang, Black Holes, and all the other orthodox drivel.(Which is about the very opposite of the truth!!) So my exhortations fell upon deaf years. This remains so most adamantly to this very day!!

751. During my main inspirational years, I was going through extreme privations. I often went without food. Once for a fortnight. And without drink for almost 5 days and nights!! Such that I was obliged to live out in the bush on a shoe string.(I tried to commit suicide hundreds of times. Nearly succeeding about four times. Such was the pressure upon me. And the sheer brick walls I kept encountering. Not in the workings out, but by astronomers,etc. (Pet cats, as I was alone most of the time, kept me going. They died. I struggled on.) The workings out were one long series of incredible break-throughs after long periods of the most frustrating stagnancies!! I hung on like a bull-dog. (I tried to create a garden out in the bush. But possums,etc. made it impossible. For me, anyway!!) Half crazed and often in a sort of FEVER, as I JUST KNEW I was on to SOMETHING ENORMOUS!!!! I recall I used to walk through cemetries and woods, my head bursting. I remember studying the dates on the grave stones. And playing games with car numbers. To relieve the awful tedium!!!! I often talked to myself.

752. It is easy to relax a bit now.(I was told by about 40 different sources that I would become world famous. That I would make a scientific find.(I have made nothing but VERY MANY scientific finds.) I was told that it would take many years. That I would get into an awful state. I was told to GIVE OUT, along the way. But I wasn’t ready. I lacked sufficient evidences and proofs. I wanted it wrapped up before I declared ANYTHING. A decision I have never regretted. Ah, many were the walks I took, as I read replies from various great astronomers, like Arp. Poor old Arpie. Still in exile in Germany!!

753. I am no mathematician, believe me. But I loved Astronomy. Fortunately, I was well forsaken by women. In fact by about all people. Who saw me as a very confused eccentric. A battler, trying to survive. A few felt sorry for me. I was barely tolerated.

754. I made many terrible mistakes. And the world had no problem suppressing me.

755. Low spirits will often send us wrong.(From The Inbetween World, especially.)

756. I believe aliens helped me. And high spirits. I mean entities on the other side.

757. I used to laugh and cry alternately at times, like a mad man.(My few pets paid the price. Once I pitched one of my many camps(tents) among a nest of very big lizards. Another time near huge tall birds. And many nasty snakes. I tried to live on FERNS. Not much good!!)

758. The strains and stresses, mental, were AWFUL.

759. People came and went. I slept on gravestones. I kept scribbling down notes. Which later I just could not read!! And my head spun like a pinion wheel with way out ideas. I just hung on. Hour after hour. Day after day(all night,too). Month after month. Year after year. The decades slipped by. But the moments DRAGGED, and wrenched my guts out. My dreams were distorted repeats of my days….

760. But don’t feel sorry for me. I was brooding. Like a broody hen. As the results very slowly took shape.

761. I lost my grip upon the world. Everything was slipping away. I would gladly have DIED!!!! But I was kept going.

762. I travelled around a lot. I was obliged to. Trying to find work. Or enough money to just scrape by on. Trying to find peace.

763. I have gone on. But I had to tell you.

764. Illnesses,etc. dogged me all the way.

765. Omega is ONE.

766. The Cosmological Constant is 50.(Or is 55?)

But the old mind increasingly plays tricks,now. And my memory fades. SO GET THE MAIN STREAM FAST!!!!

I think this will do for this article.

Man,(No. I am not a Hippy. Though been bomb happy for DECADES.) you can have NO idea. Of how the job was done!!

Meanwhile The West was getting lost.

And now I notice an increasingly fast surrender to The Political East!! Oh,you IDIOTS!!!!

Victor Conway.

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